I'll Remember To Forget You

I'm losing sleep Avoiding dreams Can't close my eyes I'll stay awake not to see you again You're buried deep You make me weep Lost all control I wanna know why you won't let me go (I'm on a leash) You're holding tight (Still chained to you) Like drones and hives (Stuck in my head) I'm paralyzed, no matter how hard I fight (But now I know) I realize (It's always been me) Who always lies (Telling myself) That I'm all right I guess I always blame you And I'll remember to forget you Before I wake up, I'll say your name Just to remind me when you were still here Before this all ends, I will wake up in flames Hit me like a cannonball Smashing up through layered wall Still feels the same after all Cause I knew all I wanted was you I just came to my senses After replacing you right then I'm standing on my fences For that place is meant only for you (I'm on a leash) You're holding tight (Still chained to you) Like drones and hives (Stuck in my head) I'm paralyzed I never really did try (But now I know) I realize (It's always been me) Who always lies (Telling myself) That I'm all right I guess I always blame you And I'll remember to forget you Before I wake up, I'll say your name Just to remind me when you were still here Before this all ends, I will wake up in flames I'm dying to be here Don't make me go back Don't wake me as I dream Don't make me go back And I'll remember to forget you Before I wake up, I'll say your name Just to remind me when you were still here Before this all ends, I will wake up in flames