White Pills

I can't help it I can't help but wake up in the middle of the night to see If you're there I can't fight the feeling of not seeing you in my sight cause you're Elsewhere, yeah My mind's drifting. Can't constellate it. It's in the air But you're not there Forget it, imma draw your picture In black and white Need to tell myself again you're not in my life The more I do, the less it helps Stuck with myself Well, I guess you're my ghost The next thing that I know A table full of white pills Dreaming about you, still And even now you're out there with someone else I'm still lying on the same side of the bed Next to nothing Forget it, imma draw your picture In black and white Need to tell myself again you're not in my life I don't wanna care I gave into the fear But maybe I am scared to Accept that you're not here God Knows I'm all attached I'm devilish perhaps Wandering and wondering Why the pills aren't working Trust me I want to Try not to need you So gone, can't come back I'm lost without your map To guide me back to reality And let you go for good Well, I guess you're my ghost The next thing that I know A table full of white pills Dreaming about you, still And even now you're out there with someone else I'm still lying on the same side of the bed Next to nothing Well, I guess you're my ghost The next thing that I know A table full of white pills Dreaming about you, still And even now you're out there with someone else I'm still lying on the same side of the bed Next to nothing Next to nothing Next to nothing Next to nothing