Hell of a Year

It's been a hell of a year How did you see Who I was ain't who I was gonna be? I could've been right Was probably wrong So many nights wishin' I could go home It's been a hell of a year It's been a hell of a year Now my heart's out of love I fell out of line I swore that I'd never leave again, and I lied It was the weight of the world You settin' me free You can't sleep alone, and you ain't sleepin' with me It's been a hell of a year It's been a hell of a year You hate how I live Go up to come down I smoke you away, and then you drink 'til you drown I wasn't meant to be then It ain't meant to be now I love this home but now I hate this house It's been a hell of a year It's been a hell of a year It's been a hell of a year How did you see That who I was ain't who I was gonna be I could've been right Was probably wrong So many nights wishin' I could go home It's been a hell of a year It's been a hell of a year