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When I was sick, and they knew it, they spoke love Jason was a good singer, Jason was a good friend Jason was... and I thought, wait, I'm not dead I wish I knew you felt this way about me When I was 17 and had anxiety These words would have meant the world to me But now they're saying I might have one more year to go And finally I am hearing words that make me feel so whole But it's too late to hear them as my body leaves my soul Why do we wait for funerals? Leave the flowers at the door Cause I won't need them anymore When I am gone to my forever home I won't be at the funeral So leave the speeches on the floor There are no eulogies in my new home Speak love to me now Yeah Speak while I'm around While I'm still in this town Speak love to me now Speak love to me Speak love to me And I'm no saint I'm as guilty as the rest I have the nicest words to say But I keep them in my chest I guess I been waiting To get the news That it's my turn to speak At your funeral too And that's when I will cry And things will get so real Cause you'll hear what's been in my heart And how I really feel But you'll be busy dancing So I don't think you'll care at all Maybe I should say them to you now And I'll leave the flowers at the door Cause you won't need them anymore When you were dancing free in your new home Forget about the funerals And say the words that give them hope While I'm alive, I'd love to hear you so Speak love to me now Speak while I'm around While I'm still in this town yeah Speak love to me now! Now! yeah... Why do we wait till we are dead or dying? To say the words we could have said while we were still alive and Why do we wait for silly eulogies? Your words mean nothing in the end But they mean everything to me now Yeah Speak while I'm around Oh yeah While I'm still in this town Yeah Speak love to me now Speak love to me now Speak love to me Speak love to me Speak love to me Speak love to me Speak love to me