S'mores and You over Everything

And I'm rotting, conflicted to the core Wanna see you every day, some days I dont want to talk to you anymore And I'm tired, from wearing you so thin It's my mistakes and my misteps that got us to the spot we're in And I'm sorry, I could only go so far Since you and me, since 2016, and I'm the broken part And I'm weary, as the circle come around Doesn't really matter how high I fly, if I'm going up I'm coming down And I'm starving, for attention once again Wondering if I'll die this toxic or if I"ll end up any different Now I'm softer, not as sweet and delicate, nothing like you And I'm still sitting in the spot you used to sit Still unsure of when to turn on the TV Still logged into your Hulu and Netflix And I'm a bit bitter, like chippings from a drip machine But I can't stay that way forever, cause Cody wouldn't be proud of me So I'll be mindful, of the people and things I have Be thankful for, I'll be mindful That if I get my shit in order there could be one more I'm in love with you But if I gotta move on then I'm gonna do what I've got to do Doesn't change the fact that I'm in love with you But if I gotta move on then I'm gonna do what I've got to do And if everything goes according to plan you'll be back in my arms, You'll be holding my hand And if everything follows my typical patterns, It all goes to hell and the plan will be shattered That's me That's me That's me, That's me